today i had to teach my IT teacher in an IT course, at something between secondary and tertiary education, how to "turn a word into a pdf". its beyond parody.

the fucking public education system is so utterly broken and so absolutely trash. the private education system is trash too but there you can pay for better grades. im poor but some of my family is rich, and those go to private schools because they tried to go trough the public education system and failed everything, and everyone there is like that, just rich parents paying for good grades in a school with a good name

all the kids, all the teenagers, they all are so terribly fucked, it is so fucking terrible, i feel very bad for all of them. society has failed the entirety of the youth. not many. not most. all of them. and its terrifying to think about what/how society will be in a few decades, when those who are young now become "the adults" (that of course if society doesnt crumble and die before)

i, personally, "me", feel bad about how im wasting my time, about how my idea of "a good teacher" is "i finally found one who isnt an asshole" and i have renounced to finding some teacher who actually teaches. i feel bad about the amount of cretins and assholes that are quite literally worse than nothing. i hate that im unable to learn things and that i waste so much time and have to deal with ppl like that. but that is "i, personally, me". if instead of "me", we talk about "us", any social group that i could fit in, be it "persons" or "young ppl" or "students" or "ppl who are trying to learn" or anything like that, i do feel something... worse. way worse. it is so much fucking worse. this society has failed the entirety of today's youth. and thus, it has failed the entirety of tomorrow's youth as well because yeah, lets say in 15 years nowadays teenagers are adults and working and whatnot, and you need some sort of service from one. their formation was lacking and you will get a shit service or something i dont know im bad at talking but i just know that everything is so bad and it is so scary and depressing and infuriating

no but i still cant believe that this shit happened. like, wtf.

anyway, i guess i have a new hobby now, at least for some days until i completely forget that it exists etc etc

a message for the transmasc lads here, because i can:

if you think that amab ppl dont sit to pee, you're wrong. i've met a bunch of amab ppl, dudes and otherwise, who sit down to pee and have done so since ever or just started doing it one day and went "hey this is nice", because, spoiler, not sitting can be more practical but isnt always more comfy.

of course im not telling you to not feel dysphoria, if you want an stp go for it (or learn to pee while standing maybe. i've met two afab gals who could pee while standing and heard about two more, so i guess its doable). but im saying that sitting down to pee is not a "only girls" thing by any means, for whoever needed to hear that

meanwhile somewhere

my brother came out as a brother some months ago and i have just realized that he is named like part of a linux command that i've been using for years

i sure am, thamks

hey this has been around for a while but i always forget to post it:

channels can *not* send messages on individual chats. if you are contacted by "a channel", its a scam and also cringe.

plus, often those scambots greet you with crap like "greetings, patriot" or shit like that lmao. if you ever catch me saying "greetings patriot" unironically, end my life please.

also im not social enough to be out there sending messages to ppl so theres that

im posting this because i finally got such a scam bait myself, look at this

if you see something like this, an individual chat trying to look like a channel, just... no. just no. thats not how this works, at all. give it some colorful reply full of curses, or dont, im not a cop, but be a good lad and report it